From My Perspective

As i approach my LAST day of exams, i feel like the days of my student life are getting shorter and shorter. Like there’s this  inexplicable force pushing me forward reluctantly through the days, forcing me to come face to face with my future. My uncertain future. I have one week to be exact. Sigh.

By now you’d know that i don’t really jump for joy when a change is taking place. i grumble, i sulk. i just don’t like the feeling of being vulnerable, being uncertain, being ugh. Lord, help me..

it’s funny, i didn’t really feel so….. in despair when i finished F5 or F6. Maybe because i knew i’d continue studying. and after hearing and seeing workplace horrors, maybe i’m a bit phobic of work.

sigh..

on another note, my lecturer was very happy with my thesis project paper. so i’m over the moon now..=)

some updates

~my computer got infected with a virus-worm something. people call it a brontok. i don’t care what it’s called as long as i can get rid of it. so far, it’s still there, duplicating itself whenever it is able. (frustrated)

~handed in my Final Year Project paper today. =) *breathe a sigh of relief*. (happy)

~am really tired now, cos i slept at 7am this morning, trying to perfect my FYP.

~i have officially FINISHED my classes as an undergraduate. i can no longer be labeled as a class-going student anymore. (sad)

~thoughts of job applications and interviews scare me. it’s a new phase, i know. i just gotta move on to wherever He takes me. (frightened yet secure)

~my coursemates and i went for a farewell/graduating/chillout dinner party yesterday night at Delicious, Bangsar Village. it was very enjoyable. everyone was so happy toasting to the ridding of annoying lecturers. (cheeky)

~i can’t help but feel that life will seem a little purposeless after this. of course there’s my final exams to take care of, but what will i do after that? (confused)

~i’ve just handed in my FYP and i’m contemplating between going back to sleep OR to go for the CareerFair in Midvalley. Since i’m now in my faculty computer lab, i think i’ll go back to sleep.

~i’ve not watched a movie in ages. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, anyone?

~i need to start backing up all my files and reformat my computer. (cry)

i’m tired, happy and sad, all at the same time. i think i’ll go have a Coke.